Winter is here but it shouldn't be this cold, yet, since it's November now. According to the news, this temperature is the lowest in 17 years. How low you ask? Well, 9 Celsius which is supposed to be the temperature in December. I'm still okay with the cold, but it hurts a bit to sleep at night because the blanket is not thick enough. But I have found the solution recently. Before sleeping, I take a hot bath and that really warms me up a lot, which makes sleeping easier. :D

( Autumn colour~ ♪ )

That's all for now. Oh and I finally switched on the heater. ><
p/s: Photos' links are from my another blog, 「キミ」と名乗りキセキ because I'm too lazy to upload to LJ now. XD; But tell me if it uses too long a time to load, and i will upload to LJ again. :)

Disorder	Rating
Paranoid Personality Disorder:	Moderate
Schizoid Personality Disorder:	Moderate
Schizotypal Personality Disorder:	High
Antisocial Personality Disorder:	Moderate
Borderline Personality Disorder:	Very High
Histrionic Personality Disorder:	Moderate
Narcissistic Personality Disorder:	Moderate
Avoidant Personality Disorder:	Very High
Dependent Personality Disorder:	Moderate
Obsessive-Compulsive Disorder:	High
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*shrugs*

I know I shouldn't be down or feeling helpless at my bad hearing but still, every Monday I need to go through these helplessness and depression. Yeah, I'm prepared to accept the fact my hearing is really bad since it's repeated again and again to me. I don't even want to compare my petty ability with other people but knowing I can't even do as a normal person would is really, really sad. This weakness eats into my pride little by little, I'm so eaten up by sense of inferiority now. I would get better later after awhile but meanwhile, let me immerse in helplessness and despair...